but do i trust ? i making myself very complicated . damn myself . darling does you really went to hongkong ? i asking myself this whole day , but i believe you wont lie to me . everybody beside me saying . his going my trip , wont be lying to me . RIGHT ? can heaven give me an anwer ? i think im going to sot plug liao lo ): maybe ish my sensitive , maybe my mind was spoil-ed .
just back fom shanghai dolly again . with my friends and my brother . i should enjoy th night but i didnt . i dance and play , but thats all FAKE i told myself . i dont ant to spoil th mood ! ONE person can make everybody moody . lucky got th BIG pole and my brother compan me if not i guess im going to be lonely till death ! HELLLLL !! my mood and feeling ish like * shit . i dono why . my healh ish getting weaker , ish my time up ? :x tire , sleepy , coughing and rose running . where's my doctor ? wahahahah . DC.pea i need you to cure me . when off around 4 3o . reached home and i started to making me busy with com and making me tire so i can sleep soundly . this ish wad i use to do when i feeling DOWN . evErybody beside me has alr go to lala land , sleep very soundly . im going to wash up and sleep . GOODNIGHT !
DC.pea , pea brain , fatty darling ! i hope you will come back tomorrow . i miss your everything ! i need a big hug from you .