
i'm back to my post . hahaha (: finally . have not being to work for few days le (: due to no mood & visting my xiaoyi & staying at home . And , my xiaoyi finally discharge from that place (: butt yesterdaay when i saw her she's ironing th clothes butt i saw her eyes ish redd , my cousin ish standing beside her . and i asked him softly , " she cried ah ? " he said " ya , dono y , she reached home jiu like this le ." HAIS , i unders my xiaoyi feeling , when i saw her face & her like this i really heart pain cause i cant helpp with anythings . i only cans ask her , " xiao yi you ok ? xiao yi what happen ? cans tell me ? " butt she everything just simply ans nothing . THAT'S ALL . i hope she'll be happy . butt wad cans i do ?
everybody caree about her & everybody loves her . i know she suffer alot & living with a suffering life . HAis , SHe's a good wife & my xiaoyi she did everything . cleaning th 2 storey house alone , cook & caree about us .
butt y must he treat my xiaoyi likethis ? when i saaw her in th hospital she wearing th clothes , she looks sooo skinny . we brought stuff for her to eat . i really heart pain when i saw her include my dayi . she cried when i went to her house and find her . my dayi said " all ish my fault , i've never being a good sis . wat's you've told me i doesnt believe , just asked you clam down and don think too much ." butt dayi there nobody wrong . nobody knows th facts also , so don blame yourself . when my xiaoyi was in th hospital i didnt went home eveyday , causewithout my xiaoyi it was like ...... HAIS , I CANT DESCRIBE .
to someone : xiaoyi doesnt treat you good enough ? she putt lots of effort in this family just hope this family will be happy . why cant you give her ? you're just a asso . if you never done this , she wont be suffering likethis . isn't it ?
tomorrow ish wed agains . should i be goin to work ?
its time to wake up for me , i think my boss was top of th anger bah . btuttt i'm sorry .
i know what's the ending i'm clear with that .
i feel sooo damn empty .
i feel sooo silly .
i think i know what i'm goin to do next le .
BYEE PEEPS (: