hellOooo . 26-04-09 now ish alr 2 am liao lo , so boring laa . hmmm , my lifes ish getting more & more boring liao lo . i cant stand everyday doin nothing or doin th same thing laa , all i need de ish a JOB ! i'm goin to rote over here liao lo people saying that i'm verh frredom lo don need do anything . but they wont taste th feeling that i have lo . HAAS x'( chage th place of us lo , i let you be freedom lo i can assure that wont stand long de lo . everyday watch tv and tv laa . sometime i feel that i have depression de lo , sometime i can be happy thn sometime i can be siao siao like dat no mood thn bad temper lo . ish alr happen this few day liao lo my mummy also can feel that lo , HAAss . hmmm , also nobody carees nobody knows . i try mysef to be happy , but there's no one that share with me over here . this few day i'v thought aalot alot le , i really wish to goes back . but th decision ish not on me i really feel so xinku laa .!! I NEED SOMEBODY to share . blogger time ish th best way for me to say out all th things , but something also not convinence to say outt too . this few day JOANNE has accompany me on phone & MSN . she such a good gal , i talk to her alot alot . she does know my feeling but too bad she ish not beside me . thn i m ake a new friends , AHBOY =) but he ish always busy de . hmmm , thanks you boy . making friends with me , THANKS YOU ! thn whenever nobody talks . th feeling ish AARGHhhhh ,,................ i'm making myself occupied . online find people chat chat & play games lo . i doesnt wants to be alone , whenever anybody busy . i'm reallly bored & afraid =( ish TRUTH ! I CANT TAKE IT anymore . i'm i a stupidest person ? i really hope to leave this world , with peace no wars . i'v lost alot of things , i just cant sya it out and make my decision .
yar , my daddy say on MAY maybe goin back sin for few days . taking flight back he ish not bringing us back lo , hmmm . when i heard this i am HAPPY =) only that , HAPPY once . i hope my smile & happy moment can bring back . JOANNE , ahgirl . THANKS YOU ! whenever i cal you mess you . you're th one that will & answer my call and mess , i loves you alot alot ! i'm sorry sometime my temper might be not good to you , i will change de . hmmm , remember we will goes genting de okays =) LOVES &misses !