back to the blog time .
now ish 9.30 pm .
doing nothing at home , thinking & thinking .
haas x'(
i'm so FAN .
SOOO XIN FAN .
i cant get rid the of miie , that keep reapting & reapting
in my brain .
I MUST GET RID OF THAT !!
hmmm , today didnt talk to him ,
i did it .
i thought i'll soft hearted & talk to miie .
but i didnt !! hmmm , i'm not soft hearted like last time
anymore le . i'm not the liinqx like last time le .
haas x'(
goin back to sin maybe next week .
i dont wanna see him , i waznts faster goes back .
if not i'll keep thinking & thinking .
i'v keep myself to keep face in the lap top ,
i today bath for so long , so so long .
i cried in the bath room , nobody knows .
my mums cried too de , i hate to see her cry cause i'll cry too .
i HATE my mummy to have all this type of the matter .
hmmm , who can cure miie ?
i guess i must solve this& cure myself .
I DONT WANTS MY MUMMY TO HURT ANYMORE .
I'M SORRY , I CANT BE A GOOD DAUGHTER !!